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constantine. ([personal profile] inconstantly) wrote in [community profile] ahogelogs2018-06-02 09:56 pm
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The Truth Meme!

 

 
 
  • Leave your character's name in the comment section.
  • Characters ask one another questions, all replies must be truthful.
  • Have fun, no lying.
circumspector: (xiii » is it rejoicing)

Angel "I also really hate my dad"

[personal profile] circumspector 2018-06-03 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
omniavincit: (pic#12264083)

[personal profile] omniavincit 2018-06-03 12:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Have you always known what you could do?
circumspector: (( siren ) » i'd lose everything)

[personal profile] circumspector 2018-06-03 12:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Not... exactly. Being a siren is more complicated than that.
omniavincit: (pic#12264168)

[personal profile] omniavincit 2018-06-03 12:35 pm (UTC)(link)
You're gonna have to tell me what that means.

To you, maybe. I'm more interested in that.
circumspector: (( beboop ) » gritting your teeth)

[personal profile] circumspector 2018-06-03 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
The short of it?

I can melt you with my brain.
omniavincit: (pic#12264167)

[personal profile] omniavincit 2018-06-03 12:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ EYEBROW RAISE ] So what's stopping you?
circumspector: (( uh yes? ) » but my hands are cold)

[personal profile] circumspector 2018-06-03 12:56 pm (UTC)(link)
A lifetime of learning control. It wasn't always that easy, though.

And, I don't want to, obviously.
omniavincit: (with the sun in my eyes)

[personal profile] omniavincit 2018-06-03 01:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Obviously. [ A faint smile. ]

When you found out—how bad was it?
circumspector: (( turn away ) » i push it away)

[personal profile] circumspector 2018-06-03 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Why must she be truth, because she doesn't want him to look at her like that. ]

I was twelve. I killed my mother, splattered her against the wall like she was a painting. My father was terrified of me, and a bad man. So he locked me up in a room, by myself, for the rest of my life.
Edited 2018-06-03 13:31 (UTC)
omniavincit: (my heart too springs up at the pressure)

1/2

[personal profile] omniavincit 2018-06-03 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ um WHAT THE GOD'S HONEST FUCK

and was that simile really necessary ]
omniavincit: (every little sound might just be thunder)

2/2

[personal profile] omniavincit 2018-06-03 03:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Scraping together his voice: ] The rest of your life?

(no subject)

[personal profile] circumspector - 2018-06-03 16:58 (UTC) - Expand
neutronium: (pic#12215778)

[personal profile] neutronium 2018-06-03 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Why do you hate your father?
circumspector: (Default)

[personal profile] circumspector 2018-06-03 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
You... might want to sit down for this.
neutronium: (Default)

[personal profile] neutronium 2018-06-03 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)

Fair enough. But I assure you, I know about terrible fathers.

circumspector: (vi » never taking wing)

[personal profile] circumspector 2018-06-03 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
If you're sure....

There's a lot. Jack's... a pretty bad guy. He's a complete asshole, actually. I don't know how to say it worse than once, he gouged out a man's eyeballs with a spoon because he thought it was funny to do while the man's home was burning down.

He locked me up, made me pretend to be a machine, lie to everyone I knew, made me betray the only people I cared about, used a shock collar on me when I disobeyed him, forbid me to speaking to anyone else but him when I wasn't lying to them, never let anyone else see me, drugged me with a substance so much, and so long, that eventually... I needed it to survive. So I could never leave him. That the only way I had out was killing myself.
neutronium: (pic#10154182)

[personal profile] neutronium 2018-06-03 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah.

...sounds like your father and my father would have gotten along.

Though mine tried to be more subtle about his work.

I'm sorry that no one was able to assist you. The only way I made it out alive, to keep from that being my out, was from outside help.

I know others aren't as lucky.
circumspector: (( stare ) » when i didn't care)

[personal profile] circumspector 2018-06-03 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
It's alright. COST found me, and with them I can make sure... that when he dies, when the vault hunters - the people who helped me... destroy what kept me alive -- kill him, he'll stay dead. I'm done crying over myself, about any of it, anymore.
neutronium: (pic#12215792)

[personal profile] neutronium 2018-06-03 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)
...the thought of my father returning from the dead is not a pleasant one.

Though given how I killed him, I don't think it would be possible.

But that's good. Tears solve nothing.
circumspector: (( focus ) » i'm never complete)

[personal profile] circumspector 2018-06-04 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
He preferred it when I was little, when I cried, it meant he was in control of me.

So I stopped when I realised. I haven't cried since then. Not for anything.
neutronium: (pic#12215790)

[personal profile] neutronium 2018-06-05 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
When I was small, I would be punished. If I cried, then I'd be punished again for that.

Once I realized that, I wouldn't cry, either.

Different lessons, same result.
artifica: (c / finger)

[personal profile] artifica 2018-06-04 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
What are you?
circumspector: (( huh? ) » just so I can sing)

[personal profile] circumspector 2018-06-04 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
A siren, or at least that's what they call us.

Honestly, your guess is as good as mine. We don't know what we are, either. I'm not even sure we're human.
artifica: (c / close)

[personal profile] artifica 2018-06-04 02:15 pm (UTC)(link)
A temptress?
circumspector: (( mmhm ) » you hold onto me)

[personal profile] circumspector 2018-06-04 02:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe...

Only to some, anyway. Otherwise, people know me for a monster when they see me, anyway.
artifica: (m / boundary)

[personal profile] artifica 2018-06-04 04:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Why? Because you tempt them?